Lying in the grass, That is where I will start, Lying in the grass with Him by my side, In deep conversation, about suicide. He looked my way, I looked away, He faced me and kissed my cheek. I'm sure I blushed, There isn't a doubt in my mind. I also kept wishing that maybe he would move to my lips... I sat there and waited, but all he did was say I hope I can make you happy, and the then he pecked my cheek again. He Pulled me into an embrace and continued to talk of how he would have to stand in court and make a choice of going to see a man he has never met before. Telling me about his family, welcoming me into his twisted life. I had a butterfly feeling, tearing up my stomach. I wished that I didn't have to leave soon, and I wished that my friends would leave from where they were waiting for us a few yards away, we weren't going to the playground with them. He laid in the grass and pulled me down next to him, I didn't protest to this. He buried his face into my side and asked me to tell him the current situation with my parent. I told him about how my mom's Boyfriend was moving out. He apologized. We started to tickle each other and then we stopped and looked at each other, as my alarm went off, which meant I had to start getting home. He offered me to walk with me. We walked by where my other friends, to say goodbye to them, I gave a hug to everyone, and an extended hug to Connor. Jacob gave everyone hugs as I started walking home, he ran up behind me as i was pulling out my knife because we were being approached by assholes that had been yelling at us for a while. We Continued to walked down the road, I looked up at the stars and we started talking about them, I made a wish on the first star I saw, and we kept walking, we got onto my street and I said something and it 'offended' him he fell on the ground and laid down on the pavement, he looked up at me and got to his knees, I was looking down at him, as he rose to his feet his lips were placed against mine, my eyes fluttered shut as he pulled away, smiling at me. I smiled back, grinned in fact. He pulled me into an embrace, and I returned it. We continued walking, I know he was wondering what I had wished for. he pulled me into another hug and then kissed me again twice, and pulled away, checked my expression as I did the same to him. We leaned into each other and kissed again the kiss deepened and extended. He walked me the rest of the way home and when we got to my driveway we shared an extended Goodbye, then we kissed, he slid this tounge between my lips and I showed no sign of resistance, he pulled me into a hug after our kiss, and then we had a dramatic hand as. I walked inside to the angry words of reality. And my mother telling me Iate.