O how I long to be in your embrace, to feel your warmth and love.
But now your embrace has turned cold, frightening.
A beast you have turned, a light gone out.
Your soul, once a shout, now silent, evil.
A fire aflame, extinguished, with no struggle.
Your embrace, once warm and loving, now cold and fightening.
No longer, your embrace invites me.
Your arms aren't open to allow it.
Once a blossoming lotus, a closed, dead beauty.
From the fire, came a future.
From the future, came a past, and a present.
No this can't happen not now.
Ah! but it did, and forever it will last.
Until eternity ends you will be closed, never to open.
*sh
Current Residence: memphis Favourite genre of music: metal, punk rock,hardcore....almost everything no country or rap though Favourite photographer: My freind Emily Favourite style of art: anything as long as it is good Favourite cartoon character: spongebob or edward elric Personal Quote: Homophobia Is Gay
Favourite Visual Artist
pyromaniac
Favourite Movies
Donny Darko, or something scary like texas chainsaw massacre
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
escape the fate,mcr,FOB,underoatih,sum 41,Korn,BROKENCYDE,flyleaf,meg and dia, Katy Rose,disturbed
Lying in the grass, That is where I will start, Lying in the grass with Him by my side, In deep conversation, about suicide. He looked my way, I looked away, He faced me and kissed my cheek. I'm sure I blushed, There isn't a doubt in my mind. I also kept wishing that maybe he would move to my lips... I sat there and waited, but all he did was say I hope I can make you happy, and the then he pecked my cheek again. He Pulled me into an embrace and continued to talk of how he would have to stand in court and make a choice of going to see a man he has never met before. Telling me about his family, welcoming me into his twisted life. I had a butte